Heads In Space 🪐

Tired of interacting with people.  Tired of all the things they'd do.  They treat me for a fool Because that's what I do.  Trying to ask me shit like i'm a celebrity,  Though I'm just a nobody, Don't act like you know me Like you got it all figured out.  Stay in your lane, you don't know me.  I'm trying to live my life Nothing more to it.   If I ain't telling you shit,  You ain't shit.

Disappointment and disgust is all I can feel. Boundaries I shall set, walls I shall build. I will never let myself be disrespected like this. This much I know, You will Never realise, You will Never apologise.  As the future comes, I will be sure, Guilt and remorse you shall taste 

This connection is one that I have never encountered before, From the moment I chanced upon, I had a gut feeling that this has some sort of purpose. For the first time, I felt calm at an unfamiliar environment and things was just Smooth,    Then onwards,        Everything was just Right.    But,  This connection I have never did grow, Soon, all I ever felt was like the tides of the ocean,   Like magnets attracting and repelling each time,  I had to leave to find myself, but somehow I will always come back one way or another. This time, I felt like its drifting away even more as time passes, Why do I feel such immense grief and sadness when nothing has even begun. No matter what, I am certain Only time will tell.   Come what may be.

I have never understood the term "Fake it till you make it" until recently. Because most of the time, there are things and circumstances that has to be Faked to change the course of action and to achieve a certain result.  The more I delve into this the more I came to the realisation that I was so, very, Naive all this while. Human beings are always constantly evolving and we are never satisfied with what we have. 

Some things are better left unsaid. Some things are best left not knowing.  Sometimes I wish I was more oblivious.  Because once you know something, you have to bear the price and the burden for knowing too much.