Rancor

Disappointment and disgust is all I can feel.

Boundaries I shall set, walls I shall build.

I will never let myself be disrespected like this.


This much I know,

You will Never realise,

You will Never apologise. 


As the future comes,

I will be sure,

Guilt and remorse you shall taste 


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