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Threads Of Destiny

The "Threads of Destiny" is a Chinese and Japanese belief  that all of us are connected to an invisible thread that binds us and that we will eventually meet and cross paths with our destined partners one day. I would like to believe that I might have met someone like that. I remember It was 2022 or 2023 or so, he was newly transferred from the company main headquarters in Japan and I was still fresh in my first year. I was heading back from another work place back to headquarters in a bus, it was a sunny and windy day and I was admiring the view by the window seat. And that's when I saw him walking and enjoying his walk with a carefree smile on his face. We had just passed each other and I swear he'd seen me too. And that's when I realised that a spark in me has lit and I was looking forward to see him smile again.  ---------------- 15 JUNE 2025 -  Why do I feel a pull towards you whenever I am near you The feeling like something is pulling me towards you You rem...
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Dear Red Part 2: Things Left Unsaid

Jan 2025 - I started thinking of you unknowingly these days.  Hoping for the days where our path will cross again.  In times of solitude, i thought of you often and reminisced how your words of affirmation, support and warmth brings calm and peace to my never ending struggles. If there is one thing that I can give to you, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Every little moment and every scene that gradually developed into a small little movie scene just for you, because only then you would understand and realised how special you are to me.  Living in this cold society, I never met anyone as warm as you, a kind soul who would extend yourself to others yet not expecting anything in return. The simple moments shared with you made me realised that sometimes the simplest and mundane things in life are enough.  Hearing your rants about your day at work and how it went and how I realised that you are a little bit funny made my day a little bit brig...
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Life in eternal loop.

A job that is slowly taking pieces of me, slowly bleeding me dry I've seen enough of inaction, the stillness, the unproductivity to further expand my capabilties Invested too much on things that does not matter. Tired of feeling tired and just to repeat everything the next morning.  Getting sick frequently and gaining an unhealthy eating habit. I didn't come this far just to come this far  just to go back to square one.  Is this all there is to the life that I have to live?  Is there more out there?
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Shadow.

I am Light and I have a Shadow lurking beside me. Something tells me that something is watching me and it might be Shadow.  Shadow is always hiding behind a mask,  Behind her mask of Insecurities.  Shadow is only but a shape produced when Light is present.  And Shadow needs to understand that she is only just a Shadow.   
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Dear Red.

Passionate, Dedicated and Kind.  These are the 3 words I can think of when describing you.  Red  is usually associated with danger and warning,  But the  Red  I see in you is a warm, vivid, bold and symbol of strength.   Dear Red , You have helped me unassumingly in so many ways,  Whenever in sickness and in distress,  Somehow I realised you aren't far behind.   3 times a charm, but what happens when it turns to 4? I am counting my blessings for the next time our path cross again.  #Hopeful #Grateful 
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